Been drinking like there is no tomorrow. Reason? Nothing much. Just want to drink as much as i

can to forget whatever i am troubled with.Life is short. Extremely short. I can count myself to be

damn lucky to be what i am today. God has been good to me. He gave me perfect health and

everything. I am quite upset because one of my colleague got a tumour in his brain. He is only 23

years old. I feel that he should not deserve this kind of treatment from god because he is a really

nice guy. God should give that to me because i have been a failure. I really hope he can really

recover and just continue to live in this superb world. I have done too many mistakes in the past

maybe thats why i am facing all the things now. Just one word KARMA. I strongly belive in that.

I am really trying so hard to be a better person now. Hope i am doing enough to achieve that.

Today someone is upset and i am damn heart pain because i just don't want to see her so upset.

Although i don;t know what problems she have but i just don't want to see her like that. It hurts

so much.Maybe i am drunk now but i really feel this way. i am always like that when i am drunk

just cant control my emotions. But thats the only way i can release. Hope everything will be ok

for her and as long as she is happy i am happy. Good night everyone.