Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 2:15 AM.
Been working like crazy for the past few days and everything has gone well since i started working in events.think i am really cut out for this job as i really enjoy it and meeting new people.Especially when people tells me they enjoy working with me i feel so honoured. While work has been going well some other things have not been going well.I really dunno why i am such a failure in this aspect but it seems that i will fail in this forever.It's been like dat all the way.I am so tired and exhausted to even try again.Odds are always working against me so i guess i be alone forever? Probably that's what god has planned for me. Probably he wants me to work and work to make up for my mistakes i have done in the past to repay my family den he will arrange someone for me.Trying not to get emo when i drink but its inevitable..i am really so tired..
